today SUPPOSED to help kim..
dunno carry wat shit.. bh asked me to help..
wanted to den in the end nvr go..
ended up early in the morning me and sufi went to buy beer..
haha.. both of us was lik looking for which type of nice beer to buy..
finally decided on amsterdam.. 11.5% alcohol..
we tot no kick.. haha.. guess wat.. we were wrong..
bought a bag of chips and went to bh house..
me and sufi.. play ps2, drank and ate.. both drunk in the house..
lik sick ppl.. haha.. he had his own problems..
while i was trying to forget some of my problems..
i guess finding temporary solutions to permanent probs..
seems to be my niche area.. beer solves everything..
for tat moment tat is..
haha.. i wasnt as drunk as sufi.. bt well..
drunk enuff to walk side ways..

*edited*
den played basketball.. haix..
getting frm bad to worse..
today veri bad.. felt lik a loser...
i guess its abt time to go back to the emo world again..


i gained nth.. lost almost everything..
u gain something.. and lost something..
bt u gained more den wat u lost..