hate myself for nt being able to give my pt the quality care they require..
especially to those tat have alr been transferred to other wards..
pt who used to be on bed ** and **.. im sorry..
and to those who are nt transferred..
especially to pt on bed *..
sorry u had to put up to discrimination frm stupid nurse(s)..
put up to tormenting nurses who treated u worse den a dog..
and sorry for being in charge of you and yet did nt do anything to help u..
hate tis bastard feeling..
feeling helpless lik the pt.. wit no one there to help u..
f***ing critism.. discrimination.. juz understand 1 fact..
they are still humans no matter how sick or lifeless or delirious they are..
1 thing is for sure.. they feel pain.. perhaps its the only thing they can feel
pain is something perhaps nurses get used to..
as in seeing ppl in pain.. bt they nvr realise how much pain they can cause to
the person lying on the bed..
did u realise the pt cry in pain literally? guessed u nvr would have noticed..
or maybe u juz tink tat the pt is juz screaming for the sake of screaming?
no matter how mentally unstable or disabled they are..


THEY FEEL PAIN F***ers


awaiting for the day.. nurses become pt...
pt become nurses..
maybe the world will become a better place..


i should start my own religion..
shermanism..
teachings for ppl who wish to be humans..

-* either means.. unable to be shown due to pt confidentiality
or.. simply a common language known as vulgarities.