im being an emopee again..
haix.. the more i tink of it.. the more pissed i am..
all i can do is look at the photos and imagine the voice..
kinda freaky.. lik some stalker.. HA.
i guess its really the small little things tat matter..
i nvr thought something so small can affect me..
at least for the first few days it didnt.. until now..
wats the point of trying even though everything is going against u?
im damn freaking stupid..
wait lah.. wait somemore.. wait until hair white liao oso no one care..


efforts gone down the drain.
ended just lik tat..
I GIVE UP..
im stopping tis useless wait for a miracle to happen

im going to be a MONK..