today is the first week im experiencing without my attachment..
feels as though i have something missing out in my life..
everytime i wanna noe wat time is it,
rather den look up to the clock.. im trying to look at my nurses watch..
which is no longer there.. im used to looking at the time frm my nurses watch..
im bored.. i dun wanna rot at home..
if i was given a choice.. i hope i could go back again.. sad..
wonder how are the patients doing..
i guess today is the day they realise we are no longer there for them..
the ppl they see when they first open their eyes arent ppl in white..
although a new batch have gone for their attachment,
i guess life would nvr be the same for them and us.
i wanna go attachment..
i wanna go back sch to learn something new..
i wanna study.. (maybe not)

well.. surprise surprise.. CI say li didnt call me..
something i didnt expect.. thought she might call me abt the incident.
bt she didnt.. i guess tats good unless she alr given me a bad score for HS1099
hell.. i did my best.. the pts noe it.. the nurses there noe it.. i noe it..
tats good enough for me..


so i guess its time again to concentrate on fb..
went for training on sat..
dosh drove us there.. HA..
so had drills of passing and shooting..
den had games.. played forward for awhile den switched to defence..
HA.. gt ppl say i gd in defence.. LOL..
and i found the use of my 2 sticks..

BLACK = FORWARD
PINK = DEFENCE

both sticks perform well if i carry on with tis equation
i shall try to play tat position next training..

and i wanna go malaysia.. i need my games..
i wanna cut my hair..
i wanna dye my hair..
somehow bro in law is nt free..
and sis and mom dun allow say wat nt safe..
damn it.. haix..