well.. for the past week.. nth has gone my way..
even for my much anticipated friendly against st. gab didnt go well..
yes we won 9-8. bt if without some key individuals lik jenmark and seniors,
we easily lost tat game to a bunch of.. more experienced kids?
HA... well.. they played well.. better den us i suppose..

played as defence.. though i wasnt substituted.. i wasnt proud.
i couldnt be.. afterall. i could prevent the 2 goals we conceded in my line.
lack the style i wanted to play.
and everything abt tat match went horribly wrong.
first 2 periods was better as i concentrated very well and had no mistakes.
and my line scored the first goal.. and i kinda assisted the goal.

last 2 periods were a torture.
team was confused. shouted at them. sorry.. bt i had too..
running all over the place, doing dumb stuff..
and.. i started to crumble.
passing stupidly.. nt communicating, everything.
forget abt fb.. for now.

anyway.. i didnt go for angela's birthday tat day..
sorry.. bt happy 21st birthday!

and i need a financial planner.. i aint saving as much as i planned in the beginning.
anyway.. detox failed.. i have to do it all over again..


troubled past.
future lost.