2nd day of attachment.. wow..
surviving it pretty well other den the fact i have to wake up
lik at 515 for morning shift.. hate it..
i nvr knew i could look forward to coming to attachment..
there's a girl in my cubicle.. she NEEDS attention.. in a sad way...
she's 4 yrs old.. yet ppl thought she's lik 1 yr old..
y? coz lik tiny.. lik nt small.. smaller den small.. tiny...


she cries when i leave her alone.. how sad is tat?
started when she woke up.. i played wit her awhile and i jus couldnt leave.
i could leave onli when she has ppl who look after her..
bt she would still be looking sad when i leave...
her father didnt come during my shift..
hopefully he will..




tiny thing.
unable to express her happiness, sadness and pain..
only thing she can do?
cry.
wat i tink she hope for?
perhaps nth would please her more den the presence of some1 close.
her father perhaps..
or it could be just she needs love and attention..
childen around her have their parents to
cry to when in pain.
scream to when they get mad.
call for when they get hungry.
care for when they pee and shit..
and toys to play with
ppl to talk to
legs to walk with
and are free frm pain..
all she has is her empty cot.
with 2 pillows and a blanket.
scars and bruises of needle marks, drips and broken skin
that prove her suffering, dont need exaggeration